Nothing Had Is Nothing Lost

I'd rather not have anything
Because everything I've ever had
I eventually lose
Either by the hands of death
Or because of some stupid mistake
Or inconvenience
And I become attached to these things
So when they're taken away
It's like a piece of me is ripped away
And a part of me goes with them
A part of my heart will always belong to them
And it's just not fair
I don't want to live with that pain
With those bittersweet memories
Because those memories
They always lead back to the bad ones
And it still hurts
I'd rather not have anything
Because nothing had
Is nothing lost
But I guess
It really is no pain no gain