You still feel like you haven't lost me...

You think you have me so secured don't you? So that any second you feel like turning around, I'll be there with arms wide open. You take advantage of all my love for you... And you don't deserve me.. This world doesn't deserve me; people tell me I'm too nice all the time. People are selfish by nature and will take advantage of you to satisfy their own needs. Which is one of the reasons why I started developing a general dislike of humanity and being more attentive to all their flaws. I started seeing the reality of it and how I couldn't just wear my heart on my sleeve and let people suck me dry like vampires... You never really felt like you lost anything because you know that I am real and that I follow through. And you never truly learned to value or appreciate. You call me out on being vain, when in reality, you're the vain one. In the sense that you feel like you could have anything at your disposal with the snap of a finger or that you should be able to.