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People tell me I'm intelligent all the time, and I always thoroughly analyze and consider everything aside from the fact that I'm very attentive and detail-oriented. People tell me I'm exceptional and not like any other people, in all of the good ways. And I'm not vain, I'm confident because I can acknowledge these things and be proud. But there's a very thin line between vanity and confidence so misinterpretation is possible. But the truth remains; either you really are a vain asshole, or you're just simply exerting a lot of confidence to the extent of having the wrong idea arise. You can be humble and confident. And my business coach told me there's truly greatness in me and as his pupil I intrigue and amaze him; he tells me he honestly feels like our roles are reversed. And that means so much to hear from intelligent insightful people I admire..

Finding your safe house, your absolute, your certainty... No matter what's going on in the world; chaos, destruction.. You have one thing for sure... The person you love; your forever and always.

Real love remains, even after the other person is gone.. Even after death.

I was your absolute in many ways and you didn't care, value, or appreciate. Heck, you probably didn't even realize.. And inevitably, I'll continue to be your absolute. Because I will always love you. And no one can love you as deeply as I do, this love was established by me and me alone. 

This love we shared together, individually, was so amazing when we were happy and not fighting and it gave me chills and I swear I felt sparks go off inside me like fireworks in my soul, in my heart... Every time I was close to you... And holding your hand made me feel complete... Fingers intertwined like the pieces of a puzzle put together... A connection so powerful it made me shake from the reverberation.. The intense effect, the impact it had on me.. And it still leaves me in awe...

We dreamt of each other before we met... Out of all the people from around the world that would pop up on my Facebook, you were the one that kept persistently coming up..

And I know that's something really special...