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There's always that one person who can never seem to leave your mind, no matter what you do. It's because you had such an impact on me and I experienced some of the most special moments with you.... You were my first true love and the first person I made love to. And besides, you were exceptionally beautiful and your arms felt like home.... How could I ever forget you? None of that can ever be replaced. Not your touch, your laugh, your face.. And that smile, that smile that made everything worthwhile. I'm endlessly sorry and I love you, forever and always. Damn it..

If only you could understand me, then you would realize. If only you would've stopped to actually try and listen. Everything was rooted in my love for you and fear of losing you. I was protective of you, but what a waste, how pointless.. When I still lost you. Being protective of someone shouldn't matter, when they really love you, because nothing can take them away.. "Oh you were a chore." For someone that truly loves you, it will be a privilege.