Ho Hum

Love is such a mysterious thing....
These feelings that seem to just come up out of nowhere
Just by simply looking at you....
You're my attraction..
My visual satisfaction...

A week doesn't go by
That I don't cry....
These tears don't seem to digress...
My happiness doesn't seem to suffice
Without you....

So full of hope
Yet continuosly let down...
How can I keep holding on?
To such a small thread....

Everyone elses love is so foreign to my heart....
Their touch doesn't ignite a spark....
Their food and kisses upset my stomach....
I have to almost pretend I care
Force a smile
And I hate that
I can't do that
Sorry everyone else
I don't just smile naturally
Like when I'm with you
And I can't even contain my happiness
And I find myself blushing
And trying to hide my face
Because I don't want you to see
This effect you have upon me
I'm afraid to be vulnerable
But with you I can't help it
These feelings are exclusive to you
You create them in me
No one else could make me feel like this
The effect wouldn't be the same
It's not the same smiling face
That can make my heart race
Not the same touch
Not the same feel
And everything is just so
Perfect with you
When we're both happy
Together