Farewell Lover~

Frustrated and jaded
This life I contemplated
This relationship was complicated
My heart was invaded
You persuaded my prevaricational fantasies
And I waited
Just to remain sedated
Finally I dictated
My struggles and my devastation
Unmotivated and tainted
I led my life intoxicated


It helps us get through the shit better... It's funny how we escape reality to find happiness...


You were the only reality that truly brought me happiness
You were like none other
You were able to make me smile through all the distress


I couldn't cry enough
I can still feel the pain
If I close my eyes tight enough


To let something go that you thought would be your's forever
Something that can't be replaced
It's too much to bear...
Like what the fuck is air?
When you were my reason for living
Without you I don't care to carry on
This life is too hard to live without love
You're the one I need
You're my air
Living without you is unhealthy for me...
Love keeps us alive
You live on through the memories of loved ones
We find purpose in life to live
Finding companionship
Through all the debree of this world's destruction
Is one of life's greatest objectives
It's also one of the hardest
It's hard to find someone who truly cares
When people have all of these hidden motives and selfishness
Not enough appreciation
It's not likely someone will actually stick around and follow through
Look, I know monogamy is not realistic
But I'm real
And I promise I meant it when I said I only wanted you
And I will always care
I can't help it
The pain never really goes away
You just learn to live with it


I guess I am married to melancholy...