You're just a ghost now....

It doesn't matter what brought you here, what matters is that you stayed....

Tomorrow could be one day too late.. So do what you can today.. Nothing in life is guaranteed, not even life itself.

Someone once told me that I have to choose what I win or lose. Cause you can't have everything.. But with you, I have everything.. So you're the one I'd always choose....

And now I'm numb
But the tears
They still come
Nothing seems to supress the effect
You have on me
I could be so high
So carefree
But somehow
I still think of you
Even when I'm fucked out of my mind
You still seem to find your way into my thoughts
Pervading them
But you don't always fuck with my high
Because I don't mind remembering you
I would never want to forget you
It's just funny
That when I smoke to forget
I still remember you
And I miss you....
It's quite strange actually
The effect you have upon me
Or rather the effect I allow you to have
But I guess I kind of like it
If even just a little
Because it takes me back to the days when we were together
And if I close my eyes when I'm high
I can almost see you smiling back
It's like I'm smoking with you
Your memory, your everlasting impact
It still follows me around
And haunts me
And I'd be scared
But I'm not
Sometimes though
I just wish you would leave me alone
Because it hurts too much
I try to ignore any thoughts associated with you
But so many things remind me of you
And sometimes I even think I hear your voice
We may not be together
We'll never be
But you still haunt me....